Lurlene McDaniel Books in Order
Find Lurlene McDaniel books in order, with quick summaries, series background, and simple where-to-start tips for her most memorable tearjerkers.
Last updated: June 11, 2026
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82 books
A Horse for Mandy
by Lurlene McDaniel
1981
Mandy's dream comes true when she finally gets a horse of her own, but the gift does not make everything better. Friendship strain and sudden tragedy force her to grow up faster than she expected.
Kickeroo
by Lurlene McDaniel
1981
One of McDaniel's earliest books, this playful story follows a soccer-loving kangaroo with plenty of bounce and personality. It is a lighter, younger read than the tearjerkers she later became known for.
Last Dance
by Lurlene McDaniel
1982
Rachel Deering lives for ballet and is already chasing a serious dance future. Then diabetes changes everything, and she has to learn whether discipline, fear, and love of dance can coexist.
The Pony That Nobody Wanted
by Lurlene McDaniel
1982
An unwanted pony becomes the center of a young girl's hopes and responsibilities in this early McDaniel story. It is a warm, horse-centered read about care, patience, and finally being seen.
What's It Like to Be a Star?
by Lurlene McDaniel
1982
A young girl gets a closer look at fame than she expected and learns that being noticed does not magically solve ordinary problems. It is a quick, youthful story about ambition, image, and growing up.
Sometimes Love Isn't Enough
by Lurlene McDaniel
1984
Andrea's first year of junior high should be exciting, but her parents are falling apart and home keeps getting harder. As she helps care for her brother and hides family problems, she starts to wonder who is taking care of her.
Where's the Horse for Me?
by Lurlene McDaniel
1984
Cindy does not want to spend the summer in Colorado, and she especially does not want a new stepsister. But the trip pushes both girls to rethink family, resentment, and what sisterhood might actually mean.
Will I Ever Dance Again?
by Lurlene McDaniel
1984
A young dancer's future suddenly looks fragile in this early story about fear, determination, and what happens when a cherished dream no longer feels guaranteed. McDaniel keeps the stakes personal and emotional.
Eternal Flame
by Lurlene McDaniel
1985
This early inspirational romance follows young love tested by pressure, doubt, and the need to decide what kind of future matters most. It is earnest, emotional, and centered on commitment.
Hold Fast the Dream
by Lurlene McDaniel
1985
A hopeful romance about clinging to a dream when love and real life start pulling in different directions. McDaniel builds the conflict around patience, faith, and staying true to yourself.
If I Should Die Before I Wake
by Lurlene McDaniel
1985
A young girl is pushed to think about mortality far sooner than she should be. The story focuses on fear, faith, and how serious illness can change the way ordinary life suddenly looks.
Peanut Butter for Dinner Again?
by Lurlene McDaniel
1985
This younger-reader story turns an ordinary family problem into something a child feels in a big way. McDaniel keeps the tone simple and warm, with everyday worries at the center of the drama.
Six Months to Live
by Lurlene McDaniel
1985
At thirteen, Dawn Rochelle expects dances, cheerleading, and boys, not leukemia. Told she may have only months left, she begins the hardest fight of her life and refuses to give up quietly.
The Secret Life of Steffie Martin
by Lurlene McDaniel
1985
Steffie has more going on than the people around her realize, and keeping those parts of her life separate gets harder as pressure builds. McDaniel uses the secret at the center of the story to explore identity and belonging.
Love's Full Circle
by Lurlene McDaniel
1986
This gentle inspirational romance turns on separation, hard choices, and the possibility that love can return changed but still real. It is a quieter McDaniel story about forgiveness and second chances.
Why Did She Have to Die?
by Lurlene McDaniel
1986
After a young girl dies, the people around her are left with grief, anger, and questions that do not have neat answers. It is a direct, emotional look at the pain of being left behind.
A Gift of Love
by Lurlene McDaniel
1987
An early romance about love expressed through sacrifice rather than grand speeches. McDaniel keeps the story focused on emotional honesty, loyalty, and the cost of giving your heart fully.
Head Over Heels
by Lurlene McDaniel
1987
A girl who seems steady on the outside finds her life thrown off balance by changing friendships and first love. It is a brisk coming-of-age story about confusion, excitement, and learning what really matters.
I Want to Live
by Lurlene McDaniel
1987
Dawn has reached fourteen and spent nearly a year in remission, which almost feels like normal life again. But new weakness and new fear raise the question she cannot stop asking, will the cancer come back?
More Than Just a Smart Girl
by Lurlene McDaniel
1987
A bright teenager who is tired of being reduced to her grades starts pushing back against the labels placed on her. McDaniel mixes school pressure with friendship and early-romance complications.
Three's a Crowd
by Lurlene McDaniel
1987
Friendship gets complicated when a third person changes the balance and nobody is quite as secure as they seem. It is a brisk early story about jealousy, closeness, and relationships that refuse to stay neat.
Mother, Please Don't Die
by Lurlene McDaniel
1988
Tomboy Megan McCaffery is already struggling with sisters, crushes, and hometown expectations when her mother's headaches prove to be a brain tumor. Suddenly every ordinary problem looks very small, and very precious.
My Secret Boyfriend
by Lurlene McDaniel
1988
A hidden romance feels thrilling at first, but secrets have a way of making everything harder. This early McDaniel novel follows a girl caught between private desire and the fallout of being found out.
When Dreams Shatter
by Lurlene McDaniel
1988
When a young person's plans for the future break apart, she has to decide what is left to hold on to. McDaniel builds the story around disappointment, resilience, and starting over emotionally.
Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forever
by Lurlene McDaniel
1989
After Melissa's death, Jory has to keep living in a world that still expects normal teenage things from her. The sequel is about grief, memory, and learning that love does not end with a goodbye.
Too Young to Die
by Lurlene McDaniel
1989
Melissa Austin is set on having a great junior year until a cancer diagnosis shatters every plan she made. With Jory, her family, and another patient beside her, she has to face life and death far too soon.
Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep
by Lurlene McDaniel
1990
McDaniel brings together young people living close to illness, fear, and the possibility of loss in this emotional novel. It is about the need for comfort, connection, and courage when nothing feels secure.
Somewhere Between Life and Death
by Lurlene McDaniel
1990
A cast party ends in disaster when Amy takes the car and is gravely injured. As Erin and her family wait beside Amy's hospital bed, they are forced toward choices no one is ever ready to make.
Time to Let Go
by Lurlene McDaniel
1990
A year after her sister Amy's death, Erin Bennett is still drowning in grief she cannot seem to name. Headaches, therapy, and a complicated new connection force her to face what she has not truly let go.
So Much to Live For
by Lurlene McDaniel
1991
Dawn has survived cancer twice, but that does not mean the hurt is over. Working at camp with younger cancer patients forces her to face Sandy's absence, and to decide whether she can help others while still grieving.
A Time to Die
by Lurlene McDaniel
1992
Sixteen-year-old Kara Fischer has cystic fibrosis and knows time is short. Her bond with Vince, another teen living with the same disease, gives her comfort, hope, and one last reason to believe in miracles.
Mother, Help Me Live
by Lurlene McDaniel
1992
Sarah McGreggor needs a bone marrow transplant to survive leukemia, and that crisis brings a shocking revelation, she was adopted. Her search for her birth mother becomes both a search for life and for identity.
Mourning Song
by Lurlene McDaniel
1992
Dani cannot save her sister Cassie from a brain tumor, but she is determined to grant Cassie's dream trip anyway. This One Last Wish story is about anger, helplessness, and love that keeps pushing forward.
Sixteen and Dying
by Lurlene McDaniel
1992
Anne Wingate learns she is HIV positive after receiving tainted blood years earlier. Granted one last wish, she heads west for one normal summer and falls for Morgan, while time keeps closing in.
Someone Dies, Someone Lives
by Lurlene McDaniel
1992
Katie O'Roark has been given a second chance through a heart transplant, but recovery does not make everything easy. As she meets Josh and tries to run again, she has to learn how to live the life she was spared for.
When Happily Ever After Ends
by Lurlene McDaniel
1992
A teenage girl learns that love stories do not always stay simple once illness and loss enter the picture. McDaniel looks at what happens after the fairy-tale promise cracks, and whether hope can survive it.
Baby Alicia Is Dying
by Lurlene McDaniel
1993
Desi feels helpless watching baby Alicia, who was born HIV positive, grow sicker at Childcare. Caring for Alicia opens Desi's heart, even as it forces her to face the limits of love and rescue.
Let Him Live
by Lurlene McDaniel
1993
A candy striper befriends a seventeen-year-old boy waiting for a liver transplant. Together they use his One Last Wish money to build something meaningful for other terminally ill kids.
No Time to Cry
by Lurlene McDaniel
1993
Dawn is sixteen now, old enough for driving, dating, and a little freedom. But the fear of cancer returning still shadows everything, and she has to decide whether she can really live instead of only worrying.
Please Don't Die
by Lurlene McDaniel
1993
Katie arrives at Jenny House ready to help girls facing the same medical fears she once knew herself. As the summer deepens, friendship forms among Katie, Amanda, Chelsea, and Lacey, and one crisis changes them forever.
The Legacy: Making Wishes Come True
by Lurlene McDaniel
1993
This book tells the story behind JWC and the creation of the One Last Wish Foundation. It weaves love, loss, and generosity into the origin of a legacy that keeps reaching other sick kids.
All the Days of Her Life
by Lurlene McDaniel
1994
After a special summer, Lacey wants an ordinary high school life and the attention of the right boy. But chasing popularity leads her to hide her diabetes, and the cost of pretending starts to rise fast.
She Died Too Young
by Lurlene McDaniel
1994
Chelsea is waiting for a heart transplant when she befriends another girl who needs one too. Their growing closeness makes the cruel truth impossible to ignore, there may only be a chance for one of them.
A Season for Goodbye
by Lurlene McDaniel
1995
Katie, Chelsea, and Lacey return to Jenny House as big sisters to a younger group of girls facing serious illness. Then tragedy strikes, and the friends must decide what kind of legacy they can carry forward.
Don't Die, My Love
by Lurlene McDaniel
1995
Luke Muldenhower and Julie Ellis think their future is set, until Luke's illness turns their high school romance into a fight for time. It is one of McDaniel's purest stories of young love under pressure.
Saving Jessica
by Lurlene McDaniel
1995
Jessica's crisis pulls the people around her into a hard test of loyalty and love. McDaniel blends medical danger with friendship and the painful question of what saving someone might really demand.
Angels Watching Over Me
by Lurlene McDaniel
1996
Leah Lewis-Hall spends Christmas in the hospital feeling lonely and frightened, then meets an Amish family that changes the season completely. Ethan, their gentle son, offers comfort just when Leah needs it most.
I'll Be Seeing You
by Lurlene McDaniel
1996
Love and loss stay tangled in this bittersweet novel about memory, separation, and the hope that goodbye is not always the end of a bond. McDaniel keeps the emotion intimate and personal.
For Better, for Worse, Forever
by Lurlene McDaniel
1997
Grief-stricken after Mark's death, April escapes to St. Croix and meets Brandon, another person marked by loss. As they grow close, April keeps a devastating truth to herself, her own illness is still with her.
Lifted Up by Angels
by Lurlene McDaniel
1997
Months after their Christmas meeting, Leah returns to Amish country and discovers her feelings for Ethan have only grown. But family expectations and cultural differences make their summer reunion anything but simple.
Till Death Do Us Part
by Lurlene McDaniel
1997
April Lancaster is facing an inoperable brain tumor when she meets Mark Gianni, who has cystic fibrosis. Their hospital romance is tender and urgent, because both know their time together may be painfully short.
Starry, Starry Night
by Lurlene McDaniel
1998
This collection gathers three holiday stories about love, grief, and the small mercies that arrive when people need them most. It has McDaniel's usual ache, but with a softer seasonal glow.
Until Angels Close My Eyes
by Lurlene McDaniel
1998
Leah turns to Ethan again when serious illness strikes her family, but bringing him into her world only reveals how different their lives really are. The trilogy closes with love, faith, and painful choices.
Angel of Mercy
by Lurlene McDaniel
1999
After graduation, Heather Barlow joins a medical mission on a mercy ship to Uganda, determined to make a difference. The suffering she finds is overwhelming, until Ian helps her see that changing one life still matters.
Reach for Tomorrow
by Lurlene McDaniel
1999
Katie returns to the rebuilt Jenny House as a counselor and finds old friends, old memories, and Josh waiting there too. A new season of helping others forces her to decide what kind of future she wants.
The Girl Death Left Behind
by Lurlene McDaniel
1999
A teen left alive after tragedy has to figure out how to keep going when survival feels more like a burden than a gift. McDaniel turns survivor's guilt into a story about recovery and learning to live forward.
Angel of Hope
by Lurlene McDaniel
2000
Amber Barlow follows her sister's path to Uganda and quickly learns that compassion is harder than it sounds from home. Friendship, culture shock, and a growing bond with Boyce reshape her completely.
How Do I Love Thee
by Lurlene McDaniel
2001
This volume collects three stories about love tested by illness, grief, and the fear of not having enough time. It is a good pick if you want McDaniel's emotional style in shorter form.
To Live Again
by Lurlene McDaniel
2001
Years after her first diagnosis, Dawn has survived the worst and still has to build an adult life from what remains. This final series entry asks what it really means to begin again after illness.
A Rose for Melinda
by Lurlene McDaniel
2002
A tender, grief-shaped novel about a fragile girl and the people drawn into her orbit. McDaniel mixes first love, quiet courage, and the small acts of care that can alter a life.
Telling Christina Goodbye
by Lurlene McDaniel
2002
Christina's story is about love, illness, and the heartbreaking honesty that comes when time feels short. McDaniel keeps the focus on the people around her, and on what one goodbye can change forever.
Garden of Angels
by Lurlene McDaniel
2003
A loss-centered story about memory, family, and the places people create to hold on to the ones they miss. McDaniel balances sorrow with the possibility of comfort and renewal.
The Time Capsule
by Lurlene McDaniel
2003
Years after writing down their childhood dreams, twins Alexis and Adam have to face how different real life looks. The opening of an old time capsule becomes a tender look at family, memory, and changed hopes.
Always and Forever
by Lurlene McDaniel
2004
This omnibus pairs Too Young to Die and Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forever, taking Melissa and Jory from diagnosis through grief. Together the novels form one of McDaniel's clearest portraits of friendship under impossible pressure.
Kathleen's Story
by Lurlene McDaniel
2004
Kathleen is trying to do good and hold her own messy life together at the same time. As she steps deeper into the world of helping others, she learns that compassion can complicate love, friendship, and family.
Holly's Story
by Lurlene McDaniel
2005
Holly looks steady from the outside, but caring for others and changes in her personal life force her to face pain she would rather outrun. It is a warm but emotional story about friendship and growing up.
Raina's Story
by Lurlene McDaniel
2005
Raina finally feels settled, especially with Hunter, until an old boyfriend resurfaces and a painful family secret comes out. This entry mixes romance, betrayal, and the comfort of leaning on true friends.
Briana's Gift
by Lurlene McDaniel
2006
Casey watches her rebellious older sister Briana run away, come home pregnant, and face impossible choices. After a terrible accident, Casey must grow up fast and fight for what she believes Briana would have wanted.
Letting Go of Lisa
by Lurlene McDaniel
2006
When Lisa is gone, the people who loved her are left to sort through guilt, anger, and the strange emptiness that follows loss. McDaniel writes the aftermath plainly and lets the emotion do the work.
Hit and Run
by Lurlene McDaniel
2007
Four high school teens are bound together by a tragic car accident and the choices made afterward. McDaniel turns the story into a tense moral drama about guilt, silence, and consequences that will not go away.
The End of Forever
by Lurlene McDaniel
2007
This omnibus brings together Somewhere Between Life and Death and Time to Let Go, following Erin Bennett through sudden loss and the long aftermath. It is about grief, survivor's guilt, and moving forward slowly.
Prey
by Lurlene McDaniel
2008
One of McDaniel's darker novels, this story places a teen in immediate danger and lets the fear build fast. The tension comes from realizing how quickly someone vulnerable can become prey.
Breathless
by Lurlene McDaniel
2009
Champion diver Travis Morrison seems to have everything until a reckless stunt and a hospital visit reveal devastating news. What follows is a wrenching story about control, dignity, and the choices left when life narrows overnight.
Heart to Heart
by Lurlene McDaniel
2010
Best friends Kassey and Elowyn never imagine organ donation will change both their lives forever. When Arabeth receives the call for a new heart, three families are drawn together by loss, gratitude, and impossible grief.
Reaching Through Time
by Lurlene McDaniel
2011
This collection brings together three emotional stories linked by memory, love, and the feeling that the past never fully lets go. It is a good pick if you want McDaniel in an anthology-style format.
Red Heart Tattoo
by Lurlene McDaniel
2012
A story about love, damage, and the marks people carry long after a crisis passes. McDaniel centers a teen who has to decide whether pain will define her or push her toward a different future.
The Year of Luminous Love
by Lurlene McDaniel
2013
Three best friends step into life after high school, carrying dreams and messy realities from Tennessee to Tuscany. Love, loyalty, and adult choices make this one broader and more sweeping than McDaniel's early tearjerkers.
The Year of Chasing Dreams
by Lurlene McDaniel
2014
The story continues as the friends chase work, love, and futures that keep refusing to stay simple. It is a warm, romantic follow-up about ambition, distance, and staying connected while lives begin to change.
Wishes and Dreams
by Lurlene McDaniel
2014
This short companion piece revisits the world of The Year books with more heartache, hope, and friendship. It works best as an emotional bridge alongside the main novels.
Losing Gabriel
by Lurlene McDaniel
2016
Lani, Dawson, and Sloan enter senior year carrying grief, anger, and big hopes for escape. As their lives tangle in unexpected ways, love and tragedy force all three to grow up quickly.
Somebody's Baby
by Lurlene McDaniel
2017
Sloan's music career is taking off when a desperate message pulls her back toward a buried family connection. What begins as a reunion becomes a complicated story about responsibility, belonging, and a life-changing choice.
The Girl with the Broken Heart
by Lurlene McDaniel
2018
A teenage girl carrying fresh hurt has to rebuild her sense of self while family pressures and new relationships keep shifting around her. McDaniel leans into heartbreak, but also into the stubborn possibility of healing.
Where should I start?
If you want the classic series first: Six Months to Live → I Want to Live → So Much to Live For
If you want the big standalone heartbreak: Don't Die, My Love → Till Death Do Us Part → For Better, For Worse, Forever
If you want a linked wish-granting series: A Time to Die → Please Don't Die → A Season for Goodbye
If you want faith-leaning romance: Angels Watching Over Me → Lifted Up by Angels → Until Angels Close My Eyes
If you want later contemporary drama: The Year of Luminous Love → The Year of Chasing Dreams → Somebody's Baby
Author bio
Lurlene McDaniel was born in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, on April 5, 1944. She later studied English at the University of South Florida, and for many years she has made her home in Chattanooga, Tennessee.
Her path to fiction came through family life, not some neat literary master plan. When one of her sons was diagnosed with juvenile diabetes at age three, McDaniel started thinking hard about what serious illness does to a child, and to everyone who loves that child. Writing became a way to work through that fear, and it also became the beginning of her career.
That origin shaped almost everything that followed.
McDaniel went on to write more than seventy books for young readers, many of them about teenagers facing cancer, diabetes, organ failure, grief, or the sudden loss of the future they thought they had. She has said she wanted kids to understand that they may not get to choose what happens to them, but they do get to choose how they respond. To keep the medical parts honest, she researched carefully, talking with health professionals and learning from hospice and medical groups.
Readers often start with Six Months to Live, the opening Dawn Rochelle novel, or with standalones like Don't Die, My Love and Till Death Do Us Part. Others remember the faith-tinged romance of Angels Watching Over Me or her later friendship-centered stories like The Year of Luminous Love. Her books can be very sad, but they are rarely hopeless. Even in her darkest stories, she keeps room for loyalty, courage, and the stubborn desire to keep loving people while you still can.
One of her best-known novels, Don't Die, My Love, was adapted into the 1998 television movie Shattered Hearts. Her books also had a long life in schools, libraries, and battered paperbacks passed from friend to friend, where generations of young readers discovered that a novel could make them cry and still leave them feeling steadier by the last page.
She has also written magazine work and done other media writing, but fiction has remained the center of her public life. Again and again, she returned to young people asked to grow up faster than they should.
What makes McDaniel's books stick is simple. She takes teenage feelings seriously.
Even when her plots move toward hospitals, funerals, or impossible decisions, she keeps an eye on the everyday things that matter just as much to her characters, crushes, jealousy, school, siblings, best friends, and the fear of being left behind. That mix is why her work has lasted.
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