Awake in the Dark Books in Order
Part ofTim McBain Books in OrderSee the Awake in the Dark books in order by Tim McBain, with quick summaries, series background, and help choosing where to start.
Last updated: July 13, 2026
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Awake in the Dark books in publication order
5 books
Bled White
by L T Vargus
2014
Jeff wants answers, and a burned corpse in a vacant lot may finally lead him closer to them. As he goes undercover and digs into the murder, the mystery of his seizures only gets darker and stranger.
Fade to Black
by L T Vargus
2014
Jeff Grobnagger's seizures keep dropping him into a deadly alley where a hooded figure strangles him over and over again. When somebody tries to kill him in real life too, he has to find out what the visions mean.
Back in Black
by L T Vargus
2015
Hurt, hiding, and obsessed with revenge, Jeff Grobnagger finds himself pulled back to the alley every time the seizures hit. When his enemies move again, he has to decide what he is willing to sacrifice for a friend.
Red on the Inside
by L T Vargus
2015
Exhausted and barely tethered to reality, Jeff tries to stay awake after the damage of the earlier books. As enemies close in and a rescue mission takes shape, the fight spills deeper into the other world.
Beyond the Blue
by L T Vargus
2016
Jeff Grobnagger's strange journey turns inward as a failed experiment with Amity sends him deeper into his own mind. The final book pushes him toward a choice between peace, ruin, and something even worse.
Awake in the Dark books in chronological order
Series background & context
Awake in the Dark starts with a pretty bad problem and then keeps making it worse. Jeff Grobnagger is a loner, a slacker, and not exactly a born hero. Every time he has a seizure, he wakes up somewhere else, usually in an alley, and usually just in time to die horribly at the hands of a hooded figure. Then he snaps back to real life, shaken and confused, with no idea whether he is dreaming, hallucinating, or brushing up against something genuinely supernatural.
That basic setup gives the series its engine. Jeff is not chasing adventure because it sounds fun. He wants answers so he can get his life back, or at least figure out why somebody seems determined to kill him in more than one reality. As the books move forward, the mystery widens into missing people, cults, strange objects, astral projection, and a shadowy other side that may be bleeding into the ordinary world.
He does not go through it alone. Characters like Louise, a private investigator with her own sharp edges, and Glenn, who brings both oddball charm and useful help, make the story feel bigger and stranger. Jeff keeps meeting people who might be allies, or might be using him, or might not understand the full picture any better than he does. That uncertainty is part of the fun. The series is always asking who can be trusted and what the rules really are.
The tone is one of the big draws. These books are horror novels, but they are also very funny in a dry, worn-out, deeply human way. Jeff talks and thinks like somebody who has been dragged into a nightmare without agreeing to any of the terms. The series makes room for dread, violence, and metaphysical weirdness, but it also makes room for sarcasm, absurdity, and the simple fact that some terrifying situations are also a little ridiculous.
Across Fade to Black, Bled White, Red on the Inside, Back in Black, and Beyond the Blue, the story builds as one long arc. Jeff changes a lot, mostly because he has no choice. The questions get bigger. The stakes get stranger. What begins as a personal mystery turns into something with much wider consequences.
If you like paranormal suspense with a dark sense of humor, this is the lane. It is messy, eerie, fast-moving, and more interested in shoving an ordinary guy into the impossible than in giving you a neat, polished hero. Read these in order. Jeff's bad time really does escalate from book to book.
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