I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings Summary

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Here you will find a I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings summary (Maya Angelou's book).
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Last Updated: Monday 1 Jan, 2024

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings Summary Overview

During the 1930s, a young, self-conscious African American girl and her elder brother, Bailey, find themselves in the rural town of Stamps, Arkansas with their grandmother Annie after their parents' divorce. Their upbringing is marred by feelings of abandonment and inferiority, with the protagonist constantly comparing herself to white girls and other Black children. Despite the support of her charismatic brother Bailey, she struggles with self-esteem, often feeling ridiculed and inferior. She is deeply affected by the entrenched racism in the South, signified by daily humiliations and the existence of terrifying lynch mobs. At the age of eight, the siblings are uprooted again to live with their mother, Vivian, in St. Louis. Vivian's lifestyle is unconventional as she works in gambling parlors and her live-in boyfriend, Mr. Freeman, sexually abuses and later rapes the young girl. This traumatic event follows with a court appearance and Mr. Freeman's subsequent murder, presumably by the associates of Vivian's underground criminal circle. The protagonist is submerged in shame and guilt, believing she caused Mr. Freeman's death. As a result, she falls silent, speaking only to her brother Bailey. Eventually, the siblings return to their grandmother's house in Stamps. The protagonist's silence is broken when she is introduced to Mrs. Bertha Flowers, who encourages her to read literature out loud. Back in Stamps, she experiences numerous racist incidents that further enlightens her about the pervasive nature of racism. After a horrifying incident where her brother Bailey witnesses a white man's satisfaction at seeing a dead, rotting Black man, the siblings are moved to California to stay with their mother. The protagonist grows into a strong, self-assured young woman in California, defying racist norms to become the first Black streetcar conductor at fifteen. The narrative concludes as she embraces motherhood, gaining confidence in herself as a young mother to her newborn son.

prologue

Childhood is particularly tough for a Southern Black girl, made worse by the constant consciousness of her societal displacement, akin to a threatening blade's rust. Maya, a young Black girl, finds herself at the altar of her church on Easter, struggling to recite a poem. She's clad in an ill-fitting taffeta dress, likely a hand-me-down from a white woman. She harbors a secret fantasy of waking up from her "black ugly dream" as a blond, white girl, instead of being a large, unattractive African American girl. After being publicly embarrassed and tripped by a peer, Maya finds herself fleeing the church, a mix of laughter, tears, and unexpected bodily functions marking her exit.

chapter 1

Maya and her older brother Bailey are sent to live with their grandmother, Annie Henderson, and her disabled son Willie in Stamps, Arkansas after their parents' marriage ends. Traveling alone from California, they have their destination pinned to their clothes after being left by the train porter in Arizona. Their grandmother, who they call Momma, operates the only store in Stamps' Black neighborhood, making it a community hub. Momma caters to the Black cotton workers during harvest season, waking at dawn to provide their meals. The laborers start their days full of vitality but return exhausted and disillusioned, earning less than anticipated and often suspecting foul play with the weighing scales. Maya is infuriated by the cliché of cheerful cotton pickers, witnessing instead their constant struggle to clear their debts and save any money.

chapter 2

Willie, left disabled from an early accident, serves as the kids' enforcer. He's often the subject of neighborhood ridicule, not only due to his disability but also because he maintains a comparatively steady lifestyle in a community where many capable Black men struggle to make ends meet. One day, Maya comes home from school to find Willie attempting to hide his disability from two passersby at the Store for the first time. She comprehends and empathizes with the exhausting pity and disdain Willie must face, causing her to feel a deeper bond with him. In the meantime, Maya develops a fondness for reading, particularly admiring William Shakespeare, though she harbors minor guilt because he was a white man.

chapter 3

In an incident, Mr. Steward, the past white sheriff, issues a caution to Momma about the white residents' brewing wrath over a Black man's alleged involvement with a white female. Fearing a violent mob, Momma conceals Willie in the containers of potatoes and onions, hoping to spare him from becoming the target of lynch mob. Fortunately, the mob doesn't appear, but Maya distinctly hears Willie's stifled cries from his hiding place.

chapter 4

Growing up, Maya is consistently told she's unattractive. Her hair is curly, her skin is dark, and she's bigger than most kids her age. Her brother, Bailey, in contrast, is petite, poised, and good-looking. Whenever anyone comments on Maya's supposed ugliness, Bailey doesn't hesitate to defend her by berating the critic. For Maya, Bailey is the most valuable individual in her life.

chapter 5

Momma is strict about manners and respect for elders, a rule not observed by the poor white kids. It upsets Maya when they rudely call Momma and Willie by their first names. When Maya is ten, three white kids disrespectfully mimic Momma at the Store, which she handles by silently humming hymns. In their mockery, an older girl does a handstand revealing her lack of underwear, which angers Maya. But upon Momma's return to the Store, Maya senses a victory over the white children.

chapter 6

Reverend Howard Thomas, the district's leading church figure, makes quarterly visits to Stamps. His routine involves lodging with Momma on Saturdays and providing the Sunday sermon. Maya and Bailey harbor a dislike for him, provoked by the fact he always consumes the prime portions of Sunday’s meal.

chapter 7

Momma holds the belief that conversing with whites, especially disrespectfully, is unsafe for Black folks. She rarely speaks ill of whites, except when speaking about them broadly as "they." Rather than considering herself fearful, Momma would likely label herself a realist. A Black man facing charges for attacking a white lady once sought sanctuary in Momma's Store before being captured later. During his trial, he revealed he had been hiding at Mrs. Henderson's place. This led to the judge summoning Mrs. Henderson, only to discover with astonishment that a Black woman was being addressed as "Mrs." This title, typically given to white women, highlights Momma's respected position in her community.

chapter 8

During a festive Christmas, Maya and Bailey receive presents from their parents. Overwhelmed, they retreat outdoors to shed tears, questioning the mistakes that resulted in their banishment. Struggling with their conviction that their mother was no more, it's a challenge for them to picture her enjoying “laugh and eat oranges in the sunshine without her children.” Momma chides them for their lack of gratitude. Subsequently, the siblings dismantle the Caucasian, cerulean-eyed china doll, a gift from their mother.

chapter 9

After an unexpected year-long absence, Big Bailey, Maya and Bailey's father, returns to Stamps. He has a car and speaks like a white man, leaving Maya in awe of his commanding presence and good looks. After a three-week visit, he shocks the kids with the announcement of a trip to St. Louis to meet their mother. Momma, though appearing downcast, tells them to behave. To Maya, Big Bailey feels like a stranger, while Bailey interacts easily with him. Meeting their mother, Vivian, is a revelation for the kids. Her striking beauty leaves Maya speechless, while Bailey is instantly smitten. Maya speculates Bailey's deep affection is because of their shared physical and personality traits. Big Bailey's departure for California days later doesn't bother Maya, as she views him as a stranger who has left her in the care of yet another stranger.

chapter 10

Upon arriving in St. Louis during Prohibition, Bailey and Maya encounter numerous figures from the criminal underworld. Their grandmother Baxter, Vivian's mother, is a known associate of these men and commands respect from the police. Vivian's brothers, who work in city occupations rarely occupied by Black men, are known for their intimidating presence, acting aggressively towards both white and Black individuals. Maya, however, is in awe of her uncles, admiring their toughness but noting they never show cruelty. They are kind to Maya and Bailey, recounting stories from their early years, including how Maya received her nickname. Initially called "Mya sister" by Bailey, it eventually became "My," and then "Maya.” Uncle Tommy reassures Maya that her intelligence outweighs her physical appearance. After staying with their maternal grandparents for six months, the siblings move in with Vivian and her insecure, overweight boyfriend, Mr. Freeman. Despite the change, Maya continues to feel like an outsider, believing her and Bailey's destiny diverges from ordinary children.

chapter 11

In an attempt to cope with the chaos of St. Louis, Maya finds solace in fairy-tales, reassuring herself that this is not her final destination. Her mother, Vivian, works nightly in a gambling establishment, leaving her partner Mr. Freeman alone at home. Maya feels empathy for his loneliness. To combat her nightmares, Maya starts sharing a bed with Vivian and Mr. Freeman. On a particular morning, after Vivian departs, Mr. Freeman molests Maya. He doesn’t rape her but engages in self-pleasure while pulling her close. Following this, he threatens to murder Bailey if Maya reveals the incident. Maya, confused and still appreciating the human contact, fails to comprehend the gravity of his threat. After a long period of ignoring her, Mr. Freeman sexually abuses her again. Rejection becomes a recurring theme for Maya but she finds refuge in books. She wishes she was a boy, as they are always the heroes in her favorite stories. Bailey, unlike his sister, embraces St. Louis, makes friends, and plays baseball. Maya continues to be a loner. Her relationship with Bailey starts to drift apart, leading her to spend Saturdays immersed in captivating library books.

chapter 12

In the later part of spring, Vivian doesn't come home one night leading Mr. Freeman to ask Maya to go purchase milk. Upon her return, he sexually abuses her, using threats of death to silence her. Despite the unbearable pain she experiences, she's dispatched to the library but ultimately heads home and conceals her blood-stained underwear beneath her mattress, then goes to sleep. Vivian wrongly assumes Maya might have measles. Later, arguing between Vivian and Mr. Freeman can be heard by Maya. By morning, Vivian informs Maya of Mr. Freeman's departure. When Bailey attempts to change the bed sheets, Maya's bloody underwear hidden under the mattress is discovered.

chapter 13

Vivian escorts Maya to the medical facility where, in a private moment, Bailey encourages Maya to disclose the identity of her assaulter. He promises to protect her at all costs. Taking her brother's assurance to heart, Maya names Mr. Freeman as the offender, leading to his immediate arrest. As she grapples with her ordeal, Maya feels prematurely aged, remembering her nurses' words that she has endured life's harshest blow. During the trial, Maya finds herself in a dilemma when the lawyer inquires about any previous sexual encounters with Mr. Freeman. The fear of alienation from her family looms over her, if she confesses to the earlier incidents. Yet, she is equally pressured by her refusal to present false information. In the end, she chooses to lie to the court, leading to Mr. Freeman's imprisonment for a year and a day. Mysteriously, he is set free temporarily post-trial. Later that evening, a Caucasian policeman informs Grandmother Baxter about Mr. Freeman's brutal murder. The topic is hastily set aside, and the policeman departs after a short chat about trivial matters. The family refrains from discussing the episode. Maya, however, convinces herself that Mr. Freeman met his end due to her false testimony. Believing she has made a pact with the Devil, she decides to safeguard others by only conversing with Bailey. Initially, her family perceives her silence as a response to the trauma she faced, but gradually, their sympathy transforms into anger and they start treating Maya harshly.

chapter 14

Maya and Bailey relocate to Stamps, yet Maya remains uncertain if Momma summoned them or if her St. Louis relatives just couldn't manage her quietness. Bailey pines for Vivian, but Maya feels a sense of relief in navigating back to the desolate landscape of Stamps. Bailey, in his interactions with the intrigued locals, paints an inflated picture of the metropolitan life, all the while developing his biting humor unnoticed. He reserves his kindness for Maya alone. Both siblings comprehend each other's inner turmoil; she grasps his irritability and he acknowledges her hush.

chapter 15

Respected Mrs. Bertha Flowers, known to Maya as the "aristocrat of Black Stamps," decides to mentor Maya and break her silence. She hosts Maya in her home, gifts her books to practice reading out loud, and bakes her favorite cookies. Following a successful reading session, Mrs. Flowers sets Maya homework - to memorize a poem for recital on her next visit. Excitedly, Maya heads back to the Store, books in hand and a bag of cookies for Bailey. She finally breaks her silence and exclaims that the cookies were baked by Mrs. Flowers, especially for Bailey. This, however, makes Momma furious. She lashes out at Maya, punishing her for using a phrase she found blasphemous.

chapter 16

At ten years old, Maya starts working for Mrs. Viola Cullinan. She learns from Miss Glory, the cook and former slave of the Cullinans, that her employer is childless, arousing Maya's sympathy. However, her pity turns to anger when a friend of Mrs. Cullinan suggests shortening her name to 'Mary', claiming 'Margaret' is too lengthy. Further, Maya corrects them silently, her real name is 'Marguerite' and not 'Margaret'. When Mrs. Cullinan starts using 'Mary', Maya decides to get herself dismissed as she knows Momma wouldn't allow her to quit. She initially tries to be careless at her duties, but it doesn't work. Following her brother Bailey's suggestion, she 'accidentally' breaks Mrs. Cullinan's priceless china. Mrs. Cullinan reacts by hurling a racial insult at Maya. As her employer's friends rush in upon hearing the commotion, one wonders if 'Mary' caused the incident. Mrs. Cullinan corrects them fiercely, "Her name's Margaret."

chapter 17

Bailey returns home late one night, leading Willie and Momma to anxiously search for him, bringing Maya along. Upon finding Bailey, he's silent about his delay and endures a harsh punishment. His spirit seems to diminish for a while. Eventually, Bailey shares with Maya that his delay was due to a film featuring a white actress, Kay Francis, who bears a resemblance to Vivian. They eagerly anticipate a new Kay Francis film, with Maya finding humor in the similarity between the white actress and her Black mother. Bailey, however, finds no joy in the movie. His daring dash across the railway tracks on their way home leaves Maya questioning whether he'd ever hop on a train and leave. The following year, Bailey attempts to leave by jumping on a boxcar but ends up stuck in Baton Rouge for a fortnight.

chapter 18

The yearly religious gathering provides a respite from the challenging daily life in Stamps, drawing attendees from all Black churches. This time, a sermon is given, criticizing those who show insincere kindness, perceived as a critique of white Christian deceit. The generosity shown towards poor Black individuals is expected to be met with humility and self-degradation. The sermon offers a promise of heavenly retribution and fairness. Subsequently, the preacher encourages those in need of salvation to step forward and choose their church affiliation. Maya observes that no preacher has attempted to recruit members for different churches before, viewing it as a charitable act. This leaves everyone with a sense of moral correctness. Yet, upon encountering a raucous secular party, the congregation becomes quiet, lowering their heads in acknowledgement of sin's presence in their community. Maya, however, observes that both the revival attendees and the party-goers seem to be seeking a way out of their tough circumstances – a perspective that may be apparent to an outsider.

chapter 19

The Store is abuzz with folks who have gathered to tune into the radio broadcast of the heavyweight championship boxing match. They place their hopes in Joe Louis, considered a beacon of pride for the Black community. Maya depicts that should Louis face defeat, it would confirm the discriminating beliefs held by white people towards Blacks. The loss would metaphorically echo the brutality and violation faced by the Blacks. However, Louis' victory ensues a wave of euphoria in the Store. In Maya's words, Louis' triumph demonstrates the strength of the Black community, crowning them as the most powerful.

chapter 20

At the yearly summer fish fry, the atmosphere is vibrant with women showcasing their culinary skills, men fishing, and the echo of children's games. Maya finds peace in a quiet clearing, fixated on the sky from a tree. She's soon joined by Louise Kendricks, a girl her age. Their initial shyness evolves into a strong friendship, often spent trying to master the intricate "Tut" language, which they find more mysterious than pig latin. In seventh grade, Maya is surprised by a valentine request from Tommy Valdon, an eighth-grader. Her friend Louise enlightens her that valentines are an expression of love. Maya reacts with a firm "Not ever again," without offering any explanation to Louise. They rip the note into fragments and let it scatter in the wind. The day before Valentine’s Day, their teacher reads out cards from the eighth-graders. Tommy reaches out to Maya again, clarifying that he saw her rip his note but believes she didn't mean to hurt him. He still regards her as his valentine, irrespective of her response. He signs the note with his initials. When Maya plucks up the courage to be playful with him, Tommy’s interest seems to have faded.

chapter 21

Bailey sets up a tent in the backyard where he indulges in sexual play-acting with girls. Bailey takes on the role of the father, the girl acts as the mother, while Maya is the baby, keeping watch outside. After half a year, Bailey becomes intimate with Joyce, a mature girl. He starts pilfering items from the Store to gift her. Joyce eventually disappears and it is later revealed by her aunt to Momma that she eloped with a railway porter she met at the Store. This revelation leaves Momma upset. Bailey is left devastated. Maya, who had never been fond of Joyce, despises her for causing Bailey pain. She notes that Bailey refrained from using sarcasm when Joyce was present.

chapter 22

During a tumultuous night, George Taylor, a local man grieving the loss of his wife, Florida, seeks refuge at the Store. Momma consoles him, reminding him of the four decades they shared, though regretfully they had no children. Taylor shares that he had seen Florida the previous night who expressed a desire for children. Despite suggestions that it could have been a dream, Taylor is adamant that it was a real encounter. This frightens Maya, who despises ghost stories, even more because Taylor insists on its authenticity. To distract herself, Maya recalls her reluctant attendance at Florida's funeral, where she had to accept a yellow brooch left to her by Florida. This was Maya's initial encounter with the concept of death. She found herself comparing Florida to ephemeral mud sculptures commonly made by kids during summer. Back in the present, Maya is unable to ignore Taylor's eerie tale. He had seen a chubby, blonde, blue-eyed baby angel, who was laughing at him, accompanied by the painful voice of his wife, which intensified the baby angel's laughter. Florida's voice expressed a longing for children. Momma proposes that, if indeed it wasn't a dream, perhaps Florida is urging Taylor to devote his time to the church's children. The conversation eventually shifts back to normal topics, lifting the spooky mood. Comforted, Maya joins Momma in bed, trusting her ability to ward off frightening spirits.

chapter 23

Maya observes that the black community in Stamps holds the eighth-grade graduation in high regard. However, as she sits in the school auditorium, she experiences discomfort. The Caucasian speaker, Mr. Edward Donleavy, addresses the crowd about local school improvements. He highlights that the white school has new science lab equipment due to his efforts. He also boasts about the athletic success of students from Maya's school. This insinuation, suggesting that black children only achieve greatness in sports and not academics, taints Maya's graduation joy. The eighth graders react with shame. Maya feels powerless over her life, even wishing that Christopher Columbus had never discovered America. Donleavy hastily exits post-speech. Henry Reed's speech as valedictorian lifts the gloom. Maya, however, initially responds with cynicism. Henry speaks with conviction and upon finishing, he turns away from the audience to address his fellow graduates. He leads them in “Lift Ev’ry Voice and Sing,” also known as the Negro National Anthem. For the first time, Maya truly hears the song's words and her cynicism fades as she feels pride in her black community.

chapter 24

Maya suffers from a severe toothache and her grandmother, Momma, takes her to Dr. Lincoln, a white dentist in their town. Momma had previously helped Dr. Lincoln financially during the Great Depression, thus expecting him to return the favor. However, Dr. Lincoln refused to treat Maya because she was Black. This outraged Momma, who reminded him that her loan saved him during tough times. Dr. Lincoln coldly responded, confirming he had repaid the loan and comparing treating Maya to sticking his hand in a dog’s mouth. After this exchange, Momma left Maya outside and entered Dr. Lincoln’s office alone. Maya visualized her grandmother as a superhero ready to banish Dr. Lincoln from their town. In reality, Momma compelled Dr. Lincoln to pay her ten dollars, considered as interest on the previous loan, despite his initial disagreement. Following this, Momma took Maya to a Black dentist in Texarkana. In a later conversation with Uncle Willie, Momma admitted that she might have sinned by forcing Dr. Lincoln to pay interest, but she rationalized that he had it coming.

chapter 25

Bailey experiences an unsettling revelation, a rite of passage familiar to young Black boys in the South. He returns home one day noticeably disturbed, questioning the root of the animosity that white people harbor against Blacks. The catalyst was a horrifying incident where he witnessed a decomposing corpse of a Black man being hauled from a pond. A white man, who smirked at the grisly scene, commanded Bailey to assist in moving the body and threatened to trap him alongside other Black men with the cadaver. This traumatic event prompts Momma to arrange for Bailey and Maya's relocation to California under their mother's care.

chapter 26

Momma, Bailey, and Maya reside in Los Angeles as Vivian organizes their future housing. The siblings start to perceive Vivian as more than just an extraordinary beauty, but as a flawed human being. Vivian shows care for her children's welfare, even hosting an impromptu party for them, captivating Maya with her vivacious and impulsive personality. Despite her training as a nurse, Vivian's income comes from running poker games and gambling. Maya observes that Vivian, despite her dramatic emotional outbursts, never forsakes fairness. She recounts an instance where Vivian shot a man for disrespecting her verbally, yet the mutual respect between them remained unscathed. Vivian had given him a fair warning before firing the gun. Not long after, the United States enters World War II, and Vivian marries Daddy Clidell, a prosperous businessman, leading to the family's relocation to San Francisco.

chapter 27

San Francisco undergoes transformations following America's entry into the Second World War. There's an influx of rural Black migrants, resembling those Maya was acquainted with in Stamps. They labor alongside uneducated whites in the defense sector. These Black workers replace the Japanese, who have been unfairly relocated to internment camps by the government. Maya observes the silence about the Japanese's forced displacement. She suggests that the Black populace largely overlooks the Japanese, as they strive to progress amidst white bias.

chapter 28

In the unsettled atmosphere of wartime San Francisco, Maya feels a sense of belonging for the first time. As she starts school, she is immediately advanced a year and later switches to a predominantly white institution where only three students, including herself, are Black. The white pupils seem more assertive and well-educated. From her school memories, only one teacher, Miss Kirwin, stands out. Miss Kirwin was fair, never showing preferential treatment or discriminating against Maya due to her race. At fourteen, Maya earns a scholarship to the California Labor School, where she pursues her interest in dance and drama.

chapter 29

Daddy Clidell, who owns a string of apartments and billiard halls, becomes Maya's sole true father figure. She admires his potent mix of strength and gentleness. He carries himself with dignity, but without any pretentiousness. His limited education doesn't dent his self-esteem, yet he doesn't exhibit the conceit often seen in highly successful men. He introduces Maya to his friends, all con artists who have mastered the art of duping prejudiced whites. They notably tricked a racially biased white man from Tulsa, known for exploiting Blacks, into parting with $40,000 for a non-existent property. Maya doesn't see these men as criminals, viewing the system as rigged against them from the get-go. She observes that ethical norms are shaped by necessity and hence differ within the Black community.

chapter 30

Big Bailey extends an invitation to Maya to spend her summer with him and his girlfriend, Dolores. Dolores and Maya, after exchanging letters, make incorrect assumptions about each other’s looks, leading to surprise upon their first meeting. Despite Big Bailey's promises to marry Dolores, he keeps delaying the wedding. They live in a modest mobile home that Dolores maintains in an orderly fashion, which is in contrast to Maya’s untidiness. This difference causes friction, which is observed by Big Bailey with amusement. Big Bailey, fluent in Spanish and a passionate cook, frequently travels to Mexico under the pretext of grocery shopping. On one such trip, he takes Maya along, sparking Dolores’s jealousy. During their journey, he jests with a guard by offering Maya as a bride. He then drives to Ensenada, where he is well-received by the locals. There, he drops all pretense and relaxes, prompting Maya to enjoy the experience. However, when she is unable to locate her father later in the night, fear grips her and she waits alone in the car. Eventually, a drunk Big Bailey emerges and passes out in the car. Despite her lack of driving experience, Maya drives back to the border, having a minor accident at the checkpoint. Big Bailey sober up enough to sort out the situation before driving them home. Maya is disappointed by his lack of surprise or appreciation for her driving skills. Their journey home is filled with silence.

chapter 31

Once home, Maya hears Dolores and Big Bailey arguing. Dolores accuses Maya of interfering in their relationship. Big Bailey storms out, leaving a distraught Dolores. Maya tries to pacify Dolores, saying she never intended to cause trouble. However, Dolores rejects Maya's words and offends her by labeling Vivian, her mother, as a prostitute. In rage, Maya strikes Dolores who responds by stabbing her with scissors. Injured, Maya flees and locks herself in her father’s car. Big Bailey, alerted by Dolores' screams, returns and assists Dolores. Then, he drives Maya, who feels strangely empowered by the incident, to a friend’s place to get her wound treated. Later, he takes her to another friend’s home for the night. Big Bailey visits her the next day, giving her money with a promise to return later. Not wanting to face her father’s friends, Maya leaves with some food in hand. She cannot go back to Vivian as she would not be able to conceal her wound and it would only instigate further conflict between Vivian and Big Bailey. Haunted by the memories of Mr. Freeman’s death, Maya leaves in guilt.

chapter 32

Maya ends up spending a night in a junkyard car after departing from Big Bailey's friends' place. On awakening, she is greeted by a diverse group of homeless teens who set some ground rules if she chooses to remain: no cohabitation between sexes, no thievery, and everyone contributes their work earnings to the collective. Maya chooses to stay for a month. Every Saturday night, they participate in dance contests, with Maya securing the second place in her final weekend. This one-month experience teaches Maya to value diversity and tolerance, lessons she carries for the rest of her life. As summer draws to a close, she contacts her mother Vivian, requesting her to pay for a flight to San Francisco. Her departure is met with indifference from the group, though they all wish her well.

chapter 33

Maya reflects on the transformations she and her brother Bailey underwent during the summer. They both find common ground in their love for dancing, which makes them popular at city dance events. However, Bailey and their mother Vivian’s relationship deteriorates. Influenced by Vivian's lifestyle, Bailey starts dressing flamboyantly and dates a white prostitute, which Vivian strongly disapproves of. Ignoring her objections, Bailey continues his rebellious behaviour and eventually leaves home. Despite their differences, Bailey and Vivian reconcile soon after and she agrees to help him find work in the South Pacific. Maya feels torn during this time but is deeply affected when Bailey leaves. Nevertheless, he reassures her that his departure is a sign of his maturity and is necessary for his growth.

chapter 34

Maya opts to pause her studies for a semester to gain work experience. Undeterred by racial prejudices in hiring, she tenaciously attempts to secure a streetcar conductor position for weeks. She eventually breaks barriers by being the first Black individual to serve on San Francisco's streetcars. Upon returning to school, she experiences alienation amongst her peers. She discusses the distinctive challenges American Black women encounter during adolescence, inclusive of not only typical teenage issues but also racial and gender discrimination. Consequently, the resilience and strength of Black women who overcome such struggles do not astonish her.

chapter 35

Maya first encounters the concept of lesbianism through a 1920s novel, The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall. As she doesn't fully comprehend what a lesbian is, she mistakenly equates it to being a hermaphrodite due to her deep voice, underdeveloped physique, and lack of underarm hair. She seeks Vivian's advice about an unusual growth on her body, to which Vivian assures her that the changes are perfectly normal. Although Vivian's explanation brings Maya some comfort, she remains uncertain about her potential lesbianism. She thinks that having a boyfriend could clarify her doubts. However, she only knows boys who are interested in light-skinned girls with straight hair. She boldly approaches a handsome boy who lives nearby, but their encounter does not help alleviate her concerns about her abnormality. A few weeks later, she realizes she's pregnant.

chapter 36

Maya takes full accountability for her pregnancy, seeking advice from Bailey who recommends silence on the matter. Bailey was worried that if Vivian found out, she would make Maya drop out of school due to her anti-abortion stance. Maya immerses herself in her studies, only revealing her pregnancy after graduation. Vivian and Daddy Clidell unjudgementally accept Maya's forthcoming single motherhood. Maya becomes a mother to a baby boy, captivated but fearful of her newborn. After three weeks, Vivian insists Maya sleeps with her son. Terrified of hurting him, Maya tries to stay awake all night without success. Vivian later points out the baby sleeping peacefully in Maya's arm. She assures Maya that with a loving heart, she will naturally know and do what's right. Comforted by this, Maya is finally able to sleep beside her son.